“Yes, keep making a drama out of everything while you forget to realize that things have changed. I don’t torment you always and it is not my fault if you are too blind to see the differences. Sure, paint it all black. Drown in your self-pity. I should begin to torment you always, if this is what you want. Fool.”
“And you can’t tell when I’m exasperated. Just because we manage to have a few good conversations here and there doesn’t mean I don’t get tired of your crap Ansem. In fact, I’m tired now. Can we just cut this off before we get worked up?”
illusionsandshadows said: “That’s more than what I was hoping for. Though, I would rather you not destroy yourself. If anyone is going to destroy you, it should be Xehanort, one of his vessels, or me.”
“That determined for revenge? I admit I’d be surprised if you were the one to end me. Xehanort or one of the other vessels I could see happening. I wouldn’t surprised if one of the keyblade wielders of Light finished me off. But you? Not saying it’s impossible but you’re certainly near the bottom of the list.”
likeanort said: Xeh nodded at Saix, looking the Diviner in the eyes. “Yes… it’s me. My apologies for running into you…” he said softly. “How… have you been? “
Saix took a step back, posture straightening and hands going behind his back. ”Think nothing of it my Lord,” he replied calmly. He never expected to see Xehanort like this. ”I am fine. My life follows a very simple pattern.”
He smirked, “It makes me eager to please and you my ridiculous counterpart, love.”
“Just shut up so we can get this over with!” he shouted between pants. ”The sooner you’re out of my sight, the better!
“I don’t even harrass you anymore. Past is past and even if I sometimes tease you with mentioning certain happenings again, I don’t mean to repeat those actions and I don’t know how often I need to tell you that. I thought you were mature enough to differ the past from today. Or is it me only talking to you in a playful manner that already upsets you?”
“I’m not talking about the past you moron. I mean in general. You torment and harass me in general or do I need to grab a dictionary for you? And you don’t have to open your mouth to upset me. Just looking at you is enough.”
How did he manage to run into someone in such an empty castle? ”Watch where you’re go-“
He frowned; something looked familiar about the man though it took a few seconds to register just who it was. ”Xehanort?”
The boy freezes when told to stop, pulling away only slightly. “Did I do something wrong?” he asks, frowning as his wrsits are pushed away. “Sorry. I’m moving too fast. I’m just—upset. Upset with Xemnas. And I want to prove to you how much I care for you. I don’t know how,” he admits, licking his lips. He seems tense, letting out a soft sigh when pulled close.
“Absolutely,” he squirms a bit, nuzzling into his neck and giving tiny kisses on occasion. “You want passive comfort, not active. I read the situation wrong. My apologies, Saix,” he purrs, slipping his eyes closed. He remains silent for a few moments, before humming soflty. “Feel your pu~lse, feel your he~at, on the plans of dreams we shall me~et,” he hums a bit more, before continuing. “And then a break, then a greet, we shall feel the heat, eternally,” he chuckles lightly. “Sorry. You want silence, right?” he squirms a bit more, wrapping both his legs around one of the other’s. “You’re strong, powerful, beautiful, intelligent, and wise. You’ve made mistakes, but everyone does. You have suffered at the hands of those who were manipulating for twice as long as you’ve been alive. Don’t let them hurt you. They don’t matter… okay?”
“I suppose I shouldn’t get on your case about it,” Saix replied, eyes on the ceiling. ”I know nothing about affection nor do I know how to give it. At best I mimic others but that is all I know how to do.” Eyes closed once more as Xehanort settled into position and began singing a little tunes. Did he come up with these on a whim?
Saix pulled his cloak closed for extra warmth since he wasn’t moving anywhere, not with the way Xehanort tangled his body around his own. ”Intelligent? Wise?” A snort. ”You confuse me with someone else. But I will not argue the part about the suffering. So much skill and they choose their victims so well.” He gave a sigh and hugged a little tighter. ”They’ve already hurt me. Nothing will change that.” A momentary pause then… “I need to grab a blanket. I’m cold still.”